PIECE OF CRAP!

Wed, 15 Oct 2008 04:59:52 GMT

someone please buy me tickets for the smashing pumpkins concert

BIRTHDAY PRESENT!!!! UGHHHHH i want to die.

Fri, 15 Aug 2008 19:11:54 GMT

aight soo ive been working at this dumb store at mission mall called Heritage for the past 2 weeks ish...anddd i put in my 2 weeks notice like 3 days ago lol -____- cause we're going to freakin florida (i dont know why) on the 23rd, and this store has block out dates where we cant take vacation time which happens to be duringgg the florida trip. so i had to resignnn. OH WELL! lulz retail sux anyway. ahhh school starts september 2nd...i know, random day. GAHHHH i work today 1-5 and i have to leave soon...help meeefhdhaskd

EDC!!

Mon, 30 Jun 2008 05:15:34 GMT

it was just awesome awesome awesomegdsfsjfsd :DD Moby <3

Oklahomo

Sat, 21 Jun 2008 06:34:07 GMT

On June 7th I went to visit Jordan in Bartlesville, Oklahoma and I came back yesterday night June 19th. Me and Jordan had bought the plane tickets in January and I told my parents, but they did not approve and just assumed I wasnt going anymore. But I went anyway, when June 7th came around. My brother helped me by driving me to the airport and picking me up. I havent sat down to talk to my parents fo reals yet, but I know theyre meaning to. Prolly later tonight, sooo I duno what the "punishments" are yet....however, I am still SOO glad I decided to go anyway and got to share so many new experiences with Jordan. and I am much more certain now, that I want to keep pursuing a relationship with him. I just...UGHsghdjs always want to be around him...

Sat, 31 May 2008 12:04:19 GMT

hahaha why am i not asleep

FUCK

Tue, 27 May 2008 19:44:52 GMT

WORST DAY OF MY LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...................

So goodwill is totally hiring me gf, im gunna take the drug test and do all the paperwork shiz today. but a few minutes ago, the lady from GODIVA FUCKING CALLED MEEEEE to set up an interview.......i told her im already getting a job elsewhere. i wanted to cry. i still do.....
UGHHHYGfsdhgasas instead of working with delicious CHOCOLATE TREATS like ive always wanted, i have to deal with dirty clothes and mexicans -_________- h8h8h8h8h8

Wed, 21 May 2008 19:07:24 GMT

poison oak is not fun....

Sat, 03 May 2008 23:17:30 GMT

i dunno...

Mon, 14 Apr 2008 06:58:50 GMT

i want someone to give me a friendship necklace.

oh yeah and my back is so screwed up. im have to go to physical therapy -________-

Mon, 31 Mar 2008 06:30:45 GMT

ive been having fucking HORRIBLE back pains...my lower back started hurting really bad like 2 days ago. ever since i was in that car crash thingy with katy like junior year, ive had back problems ~_~ but this pain is so bad i cant even like walk correctly. sucks....

TODAY me, my mom, my dad and edwin went to that bodyyy exhibit!!!!! it was so awesome and i wish i could touch themm. my favorite part was the brainn and "the star warrior." i got postcards for omar and jordan lol.... UMMMMMM like 7 weeks of school left. i think i can do it. errrrrrr

jordans birthdayyy is coming up! ^_^ aww...

Wed, 19 Mar 2008 04:43:25 GMT

ugh i watched some stuff that made me really sad a few nights ago...and made me miss someone. err

some crazy lady like two months ago thought our dog (LAIKA!!) attacked her stupid little like...4,000 dollar dog. and shes like well let me look at your dog to see if it was her...and we showed her laika, and shes like oh nvm that wasnt the dog lawl sorry. then today some lawyer or something came to our house and told us that the lady changed her mind and decided that it WAS laika that attacked her dog. and we're like WTF she cant just change her mind like that, thats bs...plus we didnt even walk our dog the day her dog was attacked. i wonder whuts gunna happen o.O

my parents decided to stay here until i finish my semester...then theyre gunna move like in june ish or something, anddd im gunna still get a room/apartment (with other ppls that i would have to look for >_<) for next year and such.

Fri, 07 Mar 2008 21:03:01 GMT

three months left....of my first year of college. spring breakkkk is in a week :D but this coming week, a bunch of crap is due -_-

Tue, 26 Feb 2008 04:17:49 GMT

I DONT CARE ANYMORE

Sat, 23 Feb 2008 22:47:40 GMT

ultimately, the dating other peoples thing...we decided, is a bad idea full of PAIN and probable permanent separation. after he experienced some things with one of his friends...jordan realized how dumb and inferior it was. how it was kinda just like a step down, and something for temporary satisfaction that turned out to not even be satisfactory. so as of right now, we're going to WAIT for eachother and continue with how things have been for the past few years...and im happy.

^_^

Fri, 15 Feb 2008 08:23:34 GMT

Fri, 15 Feb 2008 05:44:31 GMT

ugh oral presentations are horrible. i dont think i will ever be good at them, or feel comfortable doing them...

i had suchhh a wierd dream like 2 nights ago. all i really remember was this blackish/asian looking woman in like this hot spring sort of thing with me and she was going to get out but like stopped and looked at me...and i was like wth are you okay? then she reached into the water and pulled up two normal babies, and 3 other babies that were like all attatched. i wonder what it means...

Sat, 09 Feb 2008 06:54:46 GMT

So me and Jordan have decided to keep our relationship exactly the same (what it has been for 4 years...long distance), but be open to dating people (if the opportunity ever came up) during the span of 3.5-4 years we'll still be away from each other. Jordan says that we shouldnt hold back from experiencing new things with close people, because that would only really give us different perspectives and references for what we REALLY like and dont like. I am pretty reluctant about this still, because in my mind it would only bring complications having others involved...but bleh, we still dont really KNOW if we will realllyyy like eachother when we're finally together in the future (living together), so if we experiment/experience things with some people during those 3.5-4 years and then when we ARE finally together and we dont really want to continue a relationship, those years wouldnt have been a waste...ugh does anyoneee have any thoughts/opinions?

Fri, 08 Feb 2008 21:52:15 GMT

HAHAHA the sobe lifewater commercial!

HAIR CUT!!!

Mon, 04 Feb 2008 11:57:21 GMT

yes i finally did it...like a real hair cut, the first time in like 3 years or something. i just got 6 inches off, but this is big for me. ITS WIERDDHJGFDHSjgfsd i feel all...unsafe. but wtvr i'll grow fast >_<

yay im naked -.- who caresss, its easier to see the CHANGE this way.

BEFORE

AFTERRR

:x

Sat, 02 Feb 2008 02:39:34 GMT

i finally had a nice, good, zombie dream last night...i hadnt had one in a whiiile :D

Wed, 30 Jan 2008 02:04:16 GMT

sigh..everythings okay now n.n

i dropped the animal drawing class becauseee its just too expensive...like we're realllyyyy tight on moneyz right now which is why we're moving, andd for the class we would be going to a zoo or museum every monday. and we have to drive there ourselves, pay for the entrances, and parking fees ~_~ and bleh its mostly a junior/senior class, and me and this other dude were the only freshmen so poop. nowww its like i actually have a weekendd yay, cause i dont have class on mondays anymore ^_^

Sun, 27 Jan 2008 17:44:20 GMT

my eyesss....really hurt. why am i on the compoopteradsdsfggfds

Sat, 26 Jan 2008 19:10:08 GMT

sooo we're moving, jordan is fucking crazy, and i have the most boring class ever in 2 hours...on a saturday....... I dont understand how someones morals and ideals and whatnot could change to such an extreme after reading a stupidass book. but yah, we have this other house in the desert that we were leasing or something...but now we have to move there cause its too expensive to stay here. i think we're gunna rent our current house though...bleh i dont even know but we're leaving. well technically, my family (except for edwin) is moving...i have to like get an apartment or rent a room here cause of school, so really im still gunna stay here. cept for like breaks and stuff ~_~ everything sux atm

Sat, 26 Jan 2008 05:13:39 GMT

I hate everyone

talking about cloverfield

Sat, 19 Jan 2008 06:09:20 GMT

sendmelampshades: lorraine..
sendmelampshades: i guess we should have stayed till after the credits
pennywize klown: omg
pennywize klown: what did you here
sendmelampshades: ugh.
pennywize klown: hear
sendmelampshades: well there was some noise
sendmelampshades: and then someone say 'its still alive'
pennywize klown: great
pennywize klown: I TOLD YOU
sendmelampshades: sorry
sendmelampshades: ;[
sendmelampshades: seeit online later
pennywize klown: im the smart one
sendmelampshades: i know'
sendmelampshades: i know'
sendmelampshades: i know'
sendmelampshades: i know'
sendmelampshades: i know'